@Louis_Tomlinson Hey sunshine! Well... I don't even know how should I start this and maybe you will never see this but I want write some things to you...

I wonder every single day how can I love you so much? How can I love a person who I never saw in my life? But the truth is... Yes, I love you, I love you with all my heart and I always will! People can call me crazy about that but I don't give a fuck for what they say about me!
You taught me how to smile, how to be strong, how to not care about people say about me. You are a hero! Yes, a hero. You may not believe this, but you saved my life! Well… My life is not easy. People are always judging me and why? Why they judge me? What the hell have I done? I would like to know… But then I saw you, your smile was shining, shining like the sun in a hot Summer day, that smile was enough to make me smile too and forget what those people did or say to me. I wish I could tell you in person how much I love you and how much you helped me to through all the bad things that happen in my life, but I know that day will come and I really can’t wait to hug you and say to you “ Thank you for everything you have done for me, I love you more than anything.”
I love everything about you, your eyes, your hair, your smile, your body, your skin, your curves… Your imperfections make you PERFECT! And we can not forget your voice. Ohh your voice… Your voice is so angelical and perfect, I would give everything to listen your voice for the rest of my life! You are an inspiration, my inspiration, your laugh is contagious, I always laugh when I hear you laugh, is impossible not laugh! You mean the world to me, I can't live without you, please never change, never stop being who you are, that funny guy from Doncaster, who makes people laugh and saved millions of people’s life.
I dream with the day I will be like them https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BTSRRAECEAAy0MP.jpg, or like her https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BTR_3jcCAAANN8b.png or her https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BR6ZxAQCQAIlGmy.jpg ... but I feel like this day is so far :/
My dream is make you smile, your smile will always be me favourite because your smile always lights up my day, your smile give me strength to keep believing in what I want to do with my life… Sometimes I just wanna run away from here and go be with you and hug you with all my strength!
I’m so proud of what you have reached in this last years, I couldn’t be more proud!
I want to you to know that no matter what happens I will always be here for you, to support you, to protect and for everything I can do for you!
You know ? It hurts knowing that you don’t know me and for me you are my world, my wonderwall, my sunshine, my everything but for you? For you I’m just another fan…
I want you to promise me one thing… Don’t listen what people say about you, don’t worry for nothing, always face your problems with a big smile on your face! That’s what I do but just because of you… I don’t know how and why but you give me strength to keep smiling and never give up of everything and I want you to do the same!

Awhile ago I also wrote this twitlonger to you: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1rl94p6 but then I feel like I need to tell you more things so here it is. I hope you read the both because I wrote them with all my heart, love and soul!

Thank you for be always there for me even don’t knowing me, thank you for help me with all the problems I have in my life and for that I just need to see your beautiful smile and I know everything is gonna be alright, and above all… Thank you for make me smile when I just wanna disappear forever and never get back, thank you for everything!

I love you, yesterday, today and forever ♥
Lots of love, Miriam xx

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