Problems come in any age, time and place. And to everyone.. it may be hard for some people, either it may be not for some.. This is a fact
Maybe I am too young to write this but I have to.. Because anybody can live my situation..
My childhood was so hard for me.. My family problems make me blind.. make me forget to smile, to live a normal life as any child do..
Some people told me I was unique.. but I had problems which I realised when I became a teenager..
This is hard for me .. Belive me, seeying your father fighting with your mom daily, is not something easy at all.
He used to do things make any daughter break her faith in every man in this world..
I grew up my first years hating every boy I know .. I even used to hate my brother who loves and protect me always... This may be weird but I swear that's the truth.
I used to love only my mom and my Grand-parents.. I couldn't trust nobody.. I was always alone.. I couldn't make friendships.. I was always sad.. I used to cry everyday
I used to be awkward with everyone.. Boys used to call me with bad words which hurt me too much..
I was just too lonely and weird girl.. Feeling shy always, have no trust in myself ..
I used to hate my life which Allah gives to me.. This is not good at all.. Yes, it's not.. But one day, the story begins:

My childhood friend used to watch Hindi movies.. I wasn't a fan of it.. But one day I started to watch these movies.. I was inspired by Shahrukh Khan's performance in
Devdas at the first time.. This was 2 - 3 years ago, And since that I didn't skip any movie on TV.. I felt in love, yes in love, with SRK.. It was only because his movies at first.. And then
I started to watch his interviews.. As any fan, I wanted to know about his life more and more and I did it.. After a short while, I loved my life..
Something I could never imagine it to happen.. I loved my life and I had that trust in myself.. This man gave me faith, that this world still have reall men .. They exist ..
I realised that life is really beautifull .. Actually he made it beautifull ..

In April 2011 I watched and for the first time the movie
'Kal Ho Naa Ho' And that movie have actually changed my whole life.. I can't forget how much it effects on me... Something spetial in it.. Since I watched it, I was just smiling
Always, everywhere, anytime and in every situation.. My life starts in that time, I was living every moment to the fullest ..
I am thankfull to him, I'm so thankfull to you Shahrukh Khan ♥ You are really that man who throw his magic on a lonely girl ... I don't know how and when I started to trust some boys
I loved my brother so so much .. I made so many friendships .. I became happy .. Althought family problems but I still thank my God for everything ..
In SRK I see my Friend, my father, my brother, my boyfriend, my love.... My EVERYTHING ... he's such a great human being... he's a real man that every girl dream to share
her life with... He is too old than me but it doesn't matter... He is Shahrukh, he can never be old for me ....
And I'm sure that many of girls lived this .. Because I already know some of them..
The way he treat women can make any girl feel in love with him .. He's the reason behind my love to everyone around me .. And my dream is to meet this inspiration, this man, this everything ....
Some people tell me: "you say he's your everything, but he doesn't even know you.. he's only an actor." But my reply is always: "He's not only an Actor for me"
I don't know if this is childish or no but I don't and won't care.... the only thing I care about is that man, Shahrukh Khan :)

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