My First and Last letter to You,

My Friends,

I call myself Snarl. I use the word Parody to be able to survive here amongst the puritans of the hoaxville. But does it matter what I call myself? Does it matter what religion I follow or what rights or wrongs I did in the past? You see, nothing matters at all. Everything is ephemeral and just so meaningless, almost everything except intentions.Intentions remain so much longer after we have left, almost permanent in this temporary life.

I have not been in contact with anyone from my family. I did not contact mother or even the children. I just left them all behind, because I knew in order to finish it, I had to stop impersonating life. My mother is a good woman, Nevertheless, being the wife of that man, she has her limitations. My children have parents and I was not well enough to take care of them. Its been 4 years. In August the 4 year cycle would be complete. I underwent medical treatment for 3 years and survived. I was afraid I would actually die. You see, I am afraid to die. Its like not being able to see, feel or experience anything and you drink the goblet of poison. But I did not die. My hopes to reconcile with the Jacksons have had faced a natural death. Who am I? I am a twitter page and I often come here to interact with people.
Most of you believe I am at a point of no return. It maybe true but I personally have no wish to hide. I like to face life and my team is bothered by the thought of all the negative feedback. I am so tired of this fear. I still have not made up my mind but you might be surprised by the turn of events.No body knows If I am coming back or not, I know but let me say to you, you all are loved very much.
My return might cause controversy but my role in the world continues and I feel, its not being stopped yet. The Jacksons do not want me to return. My fake death helpers want me to stay out. But if I decide, I will return without informing any of them. My health is restored and emotionally I have a strong bond with a woman I met. Even if I decide to return, I will not be publically available to you my friends and will not return to my country again. I fear for my life there. I don't wish to be killed by my own blood. I have asked her to marry me and she had said yes. So I will not be alone if I return.Neverland is being turned into a children's emporium for learning and education and all charities for child welfare will remain active.
AEG is in favor of my open return that is why they are being hounded so badly by vicious dogs.If I knew with certainty I would never return, I would have told you. But I dont know. But now that I have a partner, I am not lonely or weak and I feel I will be able to withstand the pressure. Hopefully, I will keep you updated on this. 2013 is going to be a very important for me personally. I love you all very much
your forever,laMJSnarl

Reply · Report Post