[Trans] 130113 Onewstyle message by Fantasister, Keysu, Keytime & BeautifulDays

“Hi everyone, we are Fantasister, Keysu, Keytime & BeautifulDays.
We uploaded this after pondering for very long, even though it’s very long, but hope that everyone can read it till the end.
ONEWSTYLE’s site master, Left-handed was a shawol like us from the very beginning, and we’ve known each other for over four years.
Left-handed being a long-time Onew style fansite master, being a younger sister that we like a lot, and being someone whom we spend more time together than our families, we want to resolve this misunderstanding that has been here for a long time, and hence this essay.
It has been a year since the OS incident. Being friends that are closer than family, we hope that Left-handed can forgive us for saying this only now. We promise that there is not a single word of lie in this passage.
Most importantly, and this is what we wish to convey, the sasaeng part that caused many doubts amongst Onew’s fans, Left-handed is not what those rumours made by anonymous fans accuse her of: she isn’t a sasaeng fan.
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I believe that whether or not Left-handed is a sasaeng fan, this matter is clearest to Onew himself. So please do not try to fabricate fictitious incidents and turn others into sasaeng fans.
Left-handed, as everyone said, is a fan who has close relations with the member’s parents. She merely went to the shop that is known by all to be ran by his parents, to gift them with a calendar, and wishing to share with more people around, sent a few more. They contacted each other and met a few times, and that was all. Even though not all fans will approach the member’s parents, but Left-handed definitely did not approach them forcefully and the parents did not dislike it. Saying that Onew’s parents felt disturbed and yet Left-handed still forced her presence on them, all these are rumours with ill-intentions.
We often hear Onew’s parents calling her “our daughter” “daughter”, when there are more schedules and can meet up with them less often, they’ll ask her to find time to visit them, these frequent interactions and liaising shows that they like Left-handed very much. Because they want to see more of Onew, they’ll ask Left-handed to take more pictures and give more fan support to Onew.
If people must insist that seeing the members’ parents as invading Onew’s private life, from Left-handed’s perspective, she only wanted to convey to his parents his image while on activities. Isn’t it a little too forced to say that this is invading his privacy?
Left-handed taking pictures of other groups’ members was from January 2012. However, at that time, there was no conflicting schedules with SHINee, and she did this only to maintain and run her own tistory blog, and upload pictures that did not carry even her blog address.
Taking pictures of other groups’ members is part of her personal life, and did not affect the goods that she was selling at that point in time. After this incident, she also apologised and admitted her mistake, as she took a long time confirming orders of goods, and refunded those who wish to withdraw their orders.
The largest incident should be the Happybin incident. As per the suggestions of one of Onewstyle’s member, OS started to collect money for an annual scholarship for Onew’s alma mater in Guangmyeongshi.
We want to emphasise that not even once did Left-handed kept the money fans sent for Happybin under OS’s bank account.
Those who said Left-handed was someone who wants to earn money from the videos and therefore did not circulate them, I wish to ask if you left even a comment like “I’ve watched well” or something like this on her videos and pictures?
She followed them on countless overseas schedules simply just to not miss any moment of Onew, that’s all. For the year of 2011 which was filled only with overseas schedules, Onewstyle went to almost all of them. Why deny this fact when they obviously know it?
Using Left-handed’s personal Kakaotalk profile picture and signature to upload and attack her online, the actions of these people, are they really done for Onew? Fabricating incidents that didn’t happen into factual accounts, turning her into a Sasaeng fan and saying that she is something worse than trash, how many of you uploaded those accusations with a 100% certainty that any of these incidents happened in reality at all?
Not only did they malign her, but also spread these stories in Japanese and English, it’s hard to imagine. For someone who is suffering and hurt from that incident at that point in time, we really didn’t want her to receive anymore hurt.
Always putting Lee Jinki, SHINee’s Onew in her first priority, more than anyone else, hoping that he can live even better, this is the kind of person Left-handed is. That is why we understood each other and shared our troubles with each other these four years.
“Eonnie, it’s just that I really like Jinki, and want to treasure all his important moments. That why I take videos and pictures of Jinki, I’m really happy.” I want to help Left-handed convey this out. I hope that everyone can understand how happy she felt treasuring Onew.
Just as what everyone hear, Left-handed was diagnosed with acute myelocyte leukemia and had 2 chemotherapy sessions before being discharged, and after that received three bone marrow transplant, but finally left the world in December 2012. From March till December, during these 9 months, her guardian stayed by her side as she took countless medications and battled with the illness. We also stayed by her side like her family, taking care of her and cherishing her.
Even then, the rumours didn’t stop. From “She has bad relations with her family, that why she is being taken care of by the sisters that she is close with” to “Heard that she went to take pictures of Superstar K4”, these rumours that occurred at a time when it was impossible for her to move around even. Why do they treat Left-handed like this, someone whom they have never even met? It’s said that what a person say or do, ultimately they will receive karma for it. Using lies to accuse others, causing sufferings onto others, how do you want to pay for such crimes?
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After being discharged from her second chemotherapy session, Left-handed heard “Passionate Goodbye”, a song she once used for her BGM on OS site during the 2012 July 21 SHINee World Concert 2. Remembered that she once said she wanted to listen to Onew’s voice singing this song. The memory of that moment, with her tears washing down her face, is still vivid in our minds.
“After being discharged, do whatever you want to do, and don’t bother about how other people think.” We made such a pact, but now, this promise can no longer be fulfilled.
Left-handed once said: “Going around with my body that is as difficult to move around as a child’s, saying that I’m really kind, and therefore forgiving me, telling me to forget all these and go with a peace of mind. You say such things, but actually harbour a lot of grievance in your hearts, right?”
Facing such a question, we couldn’t even say a single “No”. Even the us who are reading this now felt that it was really cruel.
Therefore, we’ll treat this long essay as a gift to those who believed in Left-handed.

PS:
For the videos that Left-handed left behind that are not yet uploaded, after much discussion, we decided to upload them little by little on the OS youtube account that has not been deleted. Because it is the most blissful memory, we wish to share it with everyone. For those who don’t like or don’t care, you can choose not to watch them. All these videos should be shared only with those who enjoy watching Onew videos like Left-handed.
We wrote this with difficulty, to ease her grievance on her last journey, to let her know that she did not love Onew for these four years in vain. Therefore, to someone who has already left this world, we hope and beseech you to not bring her anymore harm with baseless rumours.
Fantasister, Keysu, Keytime and BeautifulDays are hereby responsible for the above words and youtube video information”
[Chinese translation cr: 热可可0v0]
[Eng Translation cr: SHINeeFamilySG]

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