I didn't remember anything from last night until I woke up. I had gotten out of surgery and I was on a lot of morphine. I wouldn't blame you if you are dissapointed in me, but I just wanted to let you know that I wasn't right in the head. I ruined a lot of friendships last night, and I didn't even know I was doing it. I would tell people this, but I don't expect them to believe me. I believe the reason that I said what I said last night was because my dad actually does have colon cancer, and he had to get it removed. They took part of my colon out for the transplant. I guess when I was on the morphine my mind put one and one together and I said some shit that I shouldn't have said. I wish I could tell everyone how sorry I am, but I think it's too late for that now.

I didn't mean it I promise. If I could have taken it back, I would have. But the damage has been done.

Yes. That whole thing about me being on xbox. It was my brother. I gave my brother my xbox because he lives alone in his apartment, and I thought it would be a nice thing to give him so he wouldn't be bored all the time.

I just wish more people would stop assuming things. I honestly didn't ask for the followers, I didn't ask for the trend. I didn't even know what was going on .

I don't expect any of you to believe this. But please at least think about it. I was on morphine all day.

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