Fan Fiction 9 Can't Forget you part 2:
A few weeks later.
Time didn't heal, not at all. Everything that you can think about is John, everything you are doing is stalking @planetjedward on twitter, searching for a hint something that can might explain everything to you. But all the have been tweeting the last past weeks is about their new album and how much they love their fans, pictures with them and a lot of other random stuff. You haven't tweeted anything since that day John left you and the sad thing is nobody seems to be worried, nobody not even the people you used to talk to on there, but why would they. Why would someone actually care about you? It's been a couple weeks so you decide so tweet something, you type it into your keyboard. “Can't forget you” and then you press tweet. It doesn't takes long until your mentions get spammed. You read them “Where have you been, hope you are okay missed you” “Are you okay” “What happend” that's what some of them say. You reply to some of them, just to let them know that you won't do anything stupid. Then you log out of your twitter account and you walk across your bedroom, not knowing what to do next. You want to do something that keeps your mind off of things, maybe you should just walk outside and go for a coffee and try to get to talk to someone. Try to have a social life for once. So you open your closet and you pick out your favourite clothes, you put them on and then you apply a bit of make-up and mascara. You brush your hair and you straighten it a bit, then you look into the massive mirror on your wall. You're actually really happy about your look today, so you directly walk out of your bedroom and you walk out of your small apartment. Then you take the bus into the city, it doesn't takes long until you arrive there. Then you decide to go into a small coffee shop, you sit down on a small table in the corner, it's weird sitting there on your own, but it's also good to be out again, to be surrounded by lots of other people. The waiter comes over to you and asks “What can I bring you?” “Oh, I'll have a glass of water and a small piece of that special chocolate cake please” you answer him. “Okay” he says and then walks away to get your order. You watch the people around you, a couple next to you catches your eyes, the seem so happy and the way the boy is holding her hand and looking into her eyes is just cute. It makes you think about John again and the special night you shared, the talks and the sweet goodnight kiss on your cheek. You're so lost in your thoughts that you don't realise that a guy walks right towards you, just as he says “Hello, may I join you?” you look up. He looks nice and his smile is adorable. “Yes, of course” you answer him shyly. He sits down on the chair and says “I'm Jack and you are?” you answer him “I am (YN)”. He looks into your eyes and smiles. “Your name is beautiful, just like you” he says. You blush a bit, you are not used to get compliments like that. “Thank you” you nearly whisper, you look down on the table but he lifts your chin up and says “It's just the truth”. Your shocked, it's weird getting touched be some you just met and you are not that kind of girls who likes to get touched be someone at all, especially from a person you literally just met. You pull his hand of your chin. “Oh sorry” he says. “It's okay” you reply. There is an awkward silence until the waiter comes with your order. He places the piece of chocolate cake and the water right in front of you. “That would be 6 Euros, please” he says. You grab your bag to get your purse out but Jack interrupts you “I'll pay for it” he says. “The order of the lady and your coffee, that would make 9,80€ please” the waiter answers him. “Thank you” you say to Jack and you smile at him, it's nice of him to pay for your cake. Jack pays for your order and the waiter walks away. “Thank you again” you say to him. “You're welcome and sorry for touching you before. I was just trying to be nice, I wasn't about to do something weird okay, I'm not like that” he replies. It makes you blush again, he is really sweet. “Yeah, it's okay. I'm just not used to something like that” you answer him. Jack and you talk for a very long time, it feels good to talk to him. He is nice and he is a good listener and the first time in weeks you completely forget about John, until your phone rings. You look onto your phone screen. It's a text alert from twitter from @planetjedward! “Oh hell no” you think to yourself and you roll your eyes. “What happened?” Jack asks you as he looks at you. “Nothing, sorry” you reply to him, but then you open the text alert it says “Would you still care about me if I wasn't a celebrity? I can't forget you” your phone falls down on the floor, is this tweet for you? “Seriously (YN) has something happened, you look confused” Jack says. You pick your phone up and then you answer him “I have to go, so sorry”. Then you run out of the coffee shop without even saying goodbye. You hurry to get to the bus and you actually get there in time. You just want to get home and tweet an answer or something, but the thing is you actually don't even know if the tweet was for you or not. Which makes you regret that you left the coffee shop and Jack without even asking for his telephone number. After what seems like a lifetime you finally arrive at your apartment. You switch your laptop on and you log into twitter, you go on the @planetjedward side, then you click the reply button on their last tweet. “Of course I would!” then you tweet it to them. Then you wait for a another hint or tweet but nothing happens. “I'm so stupid, why would he even read my tweets or something like that! Oh gosh, I am so stupid” you think to yourself. You should have stayed with Jack, he was a nice guy.
(to be continued)
