[To send you who shared all the joys and sorrows for 7 years]

Until I read 'thanks to' that you wrote, I really wanted to believe you also thought the same with them. I wanted to support both of you. But I think you want that fans choose oneside.

After I read last Junsu's tweet, I cried a lot. And I really wanted to become your antifan, but I can't do that because it made my 7 years unworthily. So I'll decide to support my poor boys much more.. thanks to help to make up my mind.

For last 7 years, I was proud that I was your fan. And I was thankful to that I was your fan. Although you're younger than me, you overcame many hardships and you tried to your best that your dreams came true. And you did it. You were on the top. So I also tried to be a fan who would be a well-matched.

I was really proud and thankful to that I was your fan.

Anyway you've stay in SM. And I always have respected your decision. And I never thought and criticize about your decision. But today, I resent you a little bit.. You're working with the competent and powerful company and use the name of TVXQ. So you have the good supporting from many wonderful staffs. You'll also appear many TV programs on public TV.

But they have nothing. They don't have the competent and powerful company. They've spent the hard time and they'll for themselves..
In the last day of 2010, I couldn't forget when they sung a song. They were nervous and trembling like rookies who never stand on the stage. They always have hoped to appear on the public TV but they can't. They really have nothing.

The only things I can do is just to buy their albums and to go their concerts. But if I leave them, they'll be left alone. So I can't leave them. They have nothing except the only us...

I'm so sorry not to be with you until the end. I'll keep thinking of them if I leave behind. So I can't go with you.

Really until here, to go with you..
It'll be hard but I'll tried to blot out your name.

Thank you for last 7 years...

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