After eight years in the adult video industry, I think its about time to bid a farewell to the backstabbing and literally fu&^%ng eachother over. Im almost 30 now and I think its about that time to move on and build a life with someone, build a home w someone and build a real career for myself..
Dont get me wrong, I do not have many bad things to say about the adult industry. I dont. I have met some amazing people and been to beautiful places around the world because of porn.
I can walk away with my head high and disease free..
{{my eyes are watering}} I would never change a thing about my past and the adult industry has played a huge part of who I am. The people (mostly crew) are some of the best people that have blessed my life. I know those people are the ones that will not leave me when porn is over. Those are friends....
DO NOT think that today is my last day that I will ever shoot again because that not true. I have a few shoots already lined up and will continue to accept roles UNTIL January 10th. Thats the day I turn 30...
PLEASE do not think that this is a publicity stunt. I dont need publicity. I think my fans want whats best for me and after that sad video attacking me for NO REASON.. its a wake up call of how shady some people can be in the industry. I know its not everyone but it was the straw that broke the camels back..
Hell in 2010 I won the Grabbys "wall of fame" and the GayVN's "Best Top"... once your on top of this industry the only place to go from here is... down. I have far to much self respect to let that happen. I wish all other models the best. Its an amazing world to be in if you can keep you feet on the ground and head on your shoulders and NOT in the clouds. The first day I ever shot my first scene was the first day I thought that I would never be able to do this anymore. Think like that guys so that when that day does happen, you will be able to pull up your pants and more on with the most amazing thing any of us have and thats life...

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